11/15/13
I am so blessed to have made such a wonderful investment in the
purchase of my Bible. I go to it in times of sorrow, joy, fear,
frustration, love, gratitude, discouragement, etc. Between the covers of
this most amazing book I find answers to all the struggles that present
themselves in my life. I also have a traveling Bible that I keep at work,
as suggested by a sister in Christ, after having a meltdown at Bible Study when
I shared about my work situation.
I am currently in a position that challenges me every single
day. Part of it is me just feeling stuck, the other part of the battle is
the office dynamics and personalities. It is a small office and it is
nearly impossible to have privacy during these eight hour days. So, with
that I carry around a miserable existence at work.
Being the stubborn Irish girl that I can be at times, I forget
that I don't have the solution to my problem. So basically, I have not
been living my life, I have been going through the motions of living, feeling
sorry for myself, thinking that I will just be unhappy for the rest of my
working years. I have pretty much given up on myself. I can only see
myself working in a position of passionless blah forever! Suddenly, one
day I pull myself out of the pity party long enough to realized that I need to
listen to God, to turn my life over to God, to read His word. In doing so,
the Lord put my hands on these scriptures:
8 Whoever sows to
please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever
sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. 9 Let us not become
weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we
do not give up. 10 Therefore, as we have
opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong
to the family of believers.
Galatians 6:8-10
New International Version (NIV)
Isn't it glorious that God never gives up on me, even when I
forget to turn to Him and His word? At the same time, I can't give up on
myself. I need to follow His guidance, listen, read, pray, work on myself
to reach the place that the Lord wants me to be. He wants me to be happy,
to live a life filled with passion in all that I do, during work and play! These scriptures in Galatians also remind me
that I must be a witness to these unbelievers.
I must continue to pray for them, as one of my biggest issues is seeing
the fakeness, gossip and behind the back talking amongst some people.
I love how my days are so much better now that I am walking as I
should be. My work days are positive and productive. Oh yes, still
a challenge at times, but I have the power, now that I remember AND know that
the Lord's got my back, to move onward and upward to find my endless supply of
opportunities and allow myself to live a life passionately fulfilling for the
Lord and myself. In doing so there is a
daily smile on my face and a sparkle in my eye.
My life can be so much more peaceful when I open my eyes and heart
to the word of the Lord. I am so very grateful AND so very blessed!
"And my God will meet all your
needs
according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:19
New International Version (NIV)
Amen.
Written by
Kelly Dobyns
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