I have a dwarf lemon tree in a big, round pot on my back deck.
It is a Eureka
lemon, the classic lemon that you would expect to find in the grocery store,
and over the years, it has provided me with many glasses of fresh squeezed
lemonade. I selected a dwarf tree so I could always reach the lemons and it
would never outgrow its pot.
A few years ago, a large elm in the corner of our yard split
in two and came down with a crash. It demolished our patio awning and flattened
a table, chairs and a barbeque. The lemon tree took a direct hit and the impact
broke off a third of the branches, leaving it lopsided and leaning over the
side of the pot. The next spring, the little lemon sprouted back to life,
sending branches in all kinds of crazy directions, trying to compensate for its
missing side, almost like it was putting out arms to regain its balance.
On top of that, every few years we have a week or two of
cold nights where we experience a “hard freeze,” meaning the temperature will
remain low enough, long enough, to kill plants. So, after dinner, I brace myself
against the cold and go out on the patio to set up a tent of old sheets and
blankets over the lemon tree. But something always manages to frustrate my
efforts when during the night, one of the poles blows over or a heavy dew falls
and the sheets can’t support the weight causing them to slip and expose the
tender leaves to the cold.
On those cold mornings, after unsheathing the tree, I find
dead branches and leaves, usually only in one area, giving more imbalance to
the tree’s appearance.
Just before sprig arrives, in an effort to restore the
tree’s dignity, I take my hand pruners and snip off the dead branches and trim
the long side shorter. But when I am done it looks more chopped up and uneven
than ever, similar to when a four-year-old uses play scissors to cut a dolls
hair.
And, then during our annual summer vacation, pieces of the
tree wither and die in the heat with no one around to water it. I usually come
home to crispy leaves and shriveled, half-grown lemons on the ground.
This morning I was out watering and looking at the tree. It is
again embracing another spring with large new leaves. It continues to produce
fruit in all stages with full size lemons waiting to be harvested, new blossoms
for the soon-to-be-lemons, and small green baby lemons just beginning to
develop.
I am amazed at how the old lemons are hanging on, some at
the ends of long, scraggly, leafless branches. The new blossoms are sprouting
at the joints where living tree meets dead wood, and baby lemons are popping up
close to the trunk and all the way to the far tips of the new growth.
I think my life resembles the lemon tree. Catastrophic events
happen that tear my life, shred my heart and reshape me. I don’t look, or feel,
balanced anymore and I strive for stability by growing a few branches in that
direction.
Freezes come and go to relationships, doing random damage
and making pruning necessary. And sometimes, the heat of life dries up my best
intentions and most hopeful dreams.
But I will keep going and keep growing. That’s what I was
designed to do, just like that’s what the little tree was designed to do. We
both have an inner force compelling us to live and keep going and growing, even
when we are faced with the harshest destruction. The tree is created that way
because God placed a survival mode in its DNA code, to grow and produce fruit
at all costs.
We are created that way when we put our faith in God’s son
Jesus to save us from our sins. God plants hope and faith in our spiritual DNA
and from that point on we will keep going and keep growing by understanding
that He is with every step in this life and even beyond the grave into the
next.
and relies on the Lord,
and whose hope and confidence the Lord is.
and whose hope and confidence the Lord is.
For he shall be like a tree planted by the
water
that spreads out its roots by the river;
and it shall not see and fear when heat comes;
and it shall not see and fear when heat comes;
but its leaf shall be green.
It shall not be anxious and full of care
It shall not be anxious and full of care
in the year of drought, nor shall it cease
yielding fruit.
Jeremiah 17:7-8
(Amplified Bible - AMP)
Written by
Jody Ward
Jody...I love the comparative analogy and conclusion here. Interesting and thought provoking devotional. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
Hello Jody - thank you so much for your story; very encouraging, particularly the last two paragraphs and the "I will keep going and keep growing" - what an encouragement, it brings a smile to my heart. I see that Jesus has been doing just that all these years and altho' I see it as woefully a long period of time to "get it", he just continues to water, prune (my least favorite part while it's happening of course) fertilize (ouch), and speak words of encouragement along the way therefore, "I will keep going and keep growing." The joy of the Lord is our strength - Sandy Schott
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